Friday, January 23, 2009
Success
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Trivial
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Bored
This and other posts in this series on Ecclesiastes are inspired by my daily reading in David Jeremiah's book, Searching for Heaven on Earth. I recommend picking up a copy and reading it for yourself.
Friday, January 9, 2009
Cycles of Nature
As if we're not depressed enough, Solomon moves from how empty life is to how nothing ever changes, and nothing is really permanent. Using a masterful (and ahead of his time) understanding of nature's cycles, we are made to realize that, whether we are here or not, the world keeps moving along in its daily, monthly, and yearly routines. What real, lasting impact do we really have on this stuff?
The answer: None.
It's important to recognize the perspective of the writer. He uses the phrase in verse three that he will repeat 29 times in the book of Ecclesiastes--under the sun. If all we have to consider is the natural world, with its unbroken cycles and our infinitesimal existence in the grand scheme of things, our very existence is empty and meaningless.
To be sure, not an encouraging outlook. But remember, Solomon's pessimism comes from his disconnect with God. When we see only what is under the sun and never what is behind it, we are left with that empty, churning cosmic machine, a great production line running to eternity and producing exactly nothing.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
My Dearest Wife
In my case, it's flown so fast I can remember exactly how I fell in love with Misha. Some of you may want to stop reading, because it gets pretty mushy from here.
I went on a date with Misha the other night, and we spent some time remembering specific things that attracted us to each other. I expected to have a hard time remembering specifics, having been 8 1/2 years and all, but I was pleasantly surprised to find that it's still as clear as anything. I can remember the specific conversations, playful looks, a certain smile just for me, and all the special things about Misha that drew me to her, and eventually won my heart. I say eventually, but it didn't take very long.
Misha and I were not exactly love at first sight, we're not Romeo and Juliet, but I can't imagine life without Misha. It's really kind of amazing to me. I've always known how much I don't deserve her, but for some strange reason, she keeps hanging around. And for some strange reason, she looked my way in the first place.
I was taken with Misha from the first time we had a real conversation. I knew from the beginning, as does everyone who meets her, that she is smart, funny, talented, the kind of person you enjoy being around. I was intoxicated. I couldn't get enough. I would watch for her to walk across the commons from my 3rd story window and race down the stairs to non-chalantly turn the corner and "accidentally" bump into her, sometimes quite literally. Then we would walk around campus for hours, just talking. I began to delve the depths of her compassion, kindness, humor, intelligence, and I spent hours memorizing the lines of her face, the exact color of her eyes, and, yes, even the shape of her body.
I don't remember much about the two years we dated that doesn't include Misha. Even when we weren't together, I was thinking about her. It was like a dream. A beautiful, wonderful dream.
But as beautiful as it was, I feel like our relationship now, 8 1/2 years, 3 kids, 4 dogs, and 3 cats later, is infinitely more beautiful and rewarding than it was then. I still can't get enough of her, I am still intoxicated, and the smell of her perfume still sets my heart on a wild sprint.
I am more deeply in love with my wife than I was all that time ago. Amazing.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Meaningless
"Vanity of vanities," says the Preacher;
"Vanity of vanities, all is vanity."
What profit has a man from all his labor
In which he toils under the sun?
Delightful. Encouraging. Meaningful. Light hearted. These are not exactly the words you'd use to describe the mood of the writer of these verses. They're a little bit depressing, actually. Vanity, meaningless, empty, everything is meaningless, like smoke, a vapor that is here, fleeting, then gone as quickly as if it never existed. What profit, what benefit does a man really receive for all his work?